Happy fangirl is happy again.

Ok so I feel a bit better about the Ryutaro rumor...I've started to calm down. I just hope he'll be ok ... >< 

And now, instead of sad fangirl news I have a good one!

HÅKAN HELLSTRÖM IS COMING TO SKANSEN 5th JULY AND I'M GOING TO BE THERE!  It sucks that Veronica Maggio is coming 12th july though, when I'm in Japan...I wanted to see her too.

But still !!!

Happy fangirl is sad

Yesterday I was going to write my thoughts about OVER and Ai~ng but I didn't have the time.


BUT THEN I SAW the new rumor and pictures of Ryutaro earlier today ... and my mind went blank. Maybe I'm overreacting but you don't really expect your idol, whom you love so much to do something like this. And especially not when he's in Johnny's and is the youngest member in his group.(underage!)I just hope Johnny won't fire him if this is true. Rumor or not...It still kills me. ;_; 


I've always liked Ryutaro because he's not ... perfect, but still flawless in his own way...but this was just stupid. I feel kinda betrayed...


I guess I sometimes think of him as the innocent 12 year old he used to be...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYUTARO ♥

お誕生日おめでとう
  My little boy is getting old. Alredy 16?!

I baked some cupcakes for his birthday~

I love you... too much.


  

(I know his birthday was yesterday but my bvirh internet didn't work ... )