Happy fangirl is sad

Yesterday I was going to write my thoughts about OVER and Ai~ng but I didn't have the time.


BUT THEN I SAW the new rumor and pictures of Ryutaro earlier today ... and my mind went blank. Maybe I'm overreacting but you don't really expect your idol, whom you love so much to do something like this. And especially not when he's in Johnny's and is the youngest member in his group.(underage!)I just hope Johnny won't fire him if this is true. Rumor or not...It still kills me. ;_; 


I've always liked Ryutaro because he's not ... perfect, but still flawless in his own way...but this was just stupid. I feel kinda betrayed...


I guess I sometimes think of him as the innocent 12 year old he used to be...